Feeling somewhat feeble...

I don't know what went wrong with my body, but I've totally lost my appetite since yesterday. Somehow, i just couldn't force the food down my throat. And perhaps because of the lack of food, I am feeling so weak, listless, and energy-less.

This morning, I woke up with an immense jolt of pain in my lower stomach. It was so painful, i was in cold sweat, and I quickly rushed to the toilet. The pain was totally unbearable, I couldn't even sit properly on the toilet bowl. I had to sit on the toilet floor and i wanted to puke, but nothing came out. Then, my head felt dizzy, and my limbs turned cold and numbed. I couldn't really walk properly, i went straight to my bed, and clenched my stomach...but it didn't go any better. And I seriously don't know what went wrong, because i didn't have diarrhoea. I felt as though my time was almost up.

So, I ran as best as i could to dear's room, knocked on the door so hard. I know he's still alseep cos it was pretty early in the morning, but i couldn't take it any longer. I needed help. I rushed into his room, ran into the toilet, and poop-ed. No diarrhoea. No vomit. But immense pain. I dashed to his bed to lie down, breaking out in sweat, and i couldn't move my fingers at all. It was stiff, and i had to ask dear to bend them for me. I was really scared. What made it worse was I had to go to school in an hour's time because both of us have a presentation to do which is 50% of the grade. I think i made him worried sick, he kept asking me what's wrong what's wrong..but i kept saying ' i don't know, it's just so painful!!' So anyhow, he gave me carbon tablets. After eating 14 pills, i had to use the toilet and diarrhoea came. So, we concluded it was food poisoning. At first we thought it was menstural cramps, but i don't usually have them, so i don't really know if that was it. Slowly, he rubbed my tummy, and massaged my limbs to get my blood circulation back in order, and thank God, the pain subsided and i was able to go to school for the presentation. Sorry for the scare today, dear.

I seriously never felt in such great pain before. Totally horrible. But thankfully, the big hooha lasted for just an hour or so. Unfortunately, my appetite hasn't regained a single bit. I haven't eaten much since dinner last night, and i haven't felt hungry at any point in time since then. Weird, and it makes me really hard to prepare dinner...cos i've no appetite, and the sight of food doesn't really give me any joy in cooking. This sucks. Hopefully, i'll be well by tmr.

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That being said, I wanna say to my dear bitsies, that your parcel came in real handy! Even though i'm not well enough to use those pastes now, i'm really looking forward to using them! It brought such great joy to me, and it came at the right time, cos i'm pretty stressed with my 3 exams that's coming next week. Your thoughtfulness and love really encouraged me a great deal :D Matt didn't exxagerate when he tagged the tagboard. Truly can't thank both of u enough. Really can't wait to go back to give both of u a great big hug! :)

Of course, we really appreciate and am very grateful for all our friends. For jess, for min hwee, yiling, lan anh, sylvia, kingslin, cell group, tim, reynard, for every single one that has been keeping both of us in prayers, in thoughts! :) we're truly so so so blessed!